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HARD TO LET GO

2008

 

HEY

Other girls don’t look half as good as you

No matter what it is you do

How can I be here?

When I’m not

You say you’re always so far gone

Every day when I walked on by with you

But I wasn’t likened to

Picking up the pieces of your messed up life

Which I realized ain’t your fault.

Hey, Wait, Stay,

Cause it aint your fault

Often times I wonder why I do what I do
It seems like I'm just hurting you
I always want to help but cannot be
because you make it an impossibility
Everyday I'm lost but find myself
But I was'nt ready for you
You know what I want 
And What I need
And Which you can't seem to achieve
Hey, Wait, Stay,
Cause it aint your fault

It's not your fault

DISCLAIMER

How is it that you’re always mad at me
When it’s just my honesty
And when I gave you what you wanted
And it wasn’t good enough for you
So maybe then it’s you who’s broke and shouldn’t be telling me what to do.
When a pain like this ends
There’s always someone left behind
And if you’d understand the path I’d take then maybe you could understand
And go and fight for the one who’s always lost cause they’re the ones who need to be found.
Disclaimer. Taking me down, throwing me round.
I remember the time when we were friends
when you changed I changed I stayed the same
when you were once like me but you’ve never seen the place that makes you real
and I’m so sorry that you’re unscarred
maybe that’s why emotionally

HARD TO LET GO

It seems the pictures on the wall
Aren’t really hanging there at all
It’s like they were already there
Well for what’s its worth
I love you from the first
Why can’t you let it go?
It’s not like you’re bound in chains
Or conjoined by the word of the page
You said so yourself you loved me
It’s so hard to let you go
But you don’t have to let it show
What they don’t know can’t be all that bad
When you say that you love me
That’s not what it shows
You that girl that I know
Maybe I’m confused at what we had
Any hour now is fine
I’ll still be sitting on the line
Waiting for something fair
When you find it in your heart
I will love you from the start
You don’t have to be a square.
Can’t you let them go
You know the places that they won’t go
Are the places that I will show to you
The message from the crow
Tells you where to go
It can’t be that bad
So why are you so damn mad.

ASYLUM

Don’t know where I’m going
Don’t know where I’m headed
Don’t know what I want to do
Asking you advice
The only one who really never asked me to die
Oh coming from you the words are so true
Talking to me in to many ways
And everyday we’re on the same page
But I never really had a clue
Cause I’m back in the asylum again
Well seems a little crazy
That’s alright
Cause it’s all entitled to you
Oh your life’s perfect for me
But I don’t want it to be
It wasn’t meant for me
Oh coming from you the words are untrue
And your talking to me in to many ways
Then everyday you’re on the same page
But I never really had a clue
Cause I’m back in the asylum again

EVERY TIME I FALL

Every time I fall
It gets me down
When my heart breaks
You’re around
And I know you well enough
There’s something so new
About talking to you
It’s like you’ve opened the door
The tears that once falled
Now rain down in smiles
Pass the word
Make it heard
Don’t be late
Time is on its way
To show I care
The moments shared
Written down
In a blackened journal
Every time I fall it gets me down
I’m trying so hard
Not to let myself get away
And I know you well enough
There’s something so wrong
About the end
It’s like I can’t get enough
The days we once had
Now seem to run together
Don’t let Life Take the Moments Shared

I SEE FACES

I see faces
In the rain
Maybe I have gone insane
Candle lights the way
Grass on frozen hills
I see faces
In the hill
Maybe the whole world is unreal
Bad luck came my way
Bloody stones rolling in the waves
No one’s at home when you’re alone
I see faces in the rain
I see passion
In the few
Is the person I see you
Are you what you say
Or lost visions in the maze
I see darkness
In the light
What is wrong and what is right?
Death calls your name
Will you be judged in a positive way?

IMITATION

Imitation
I see people everyday imitating everything they see other people do
And I see all these people not doing what they want to do
I feel a generation trying to break free but nothing’s happening
Every day another person just drops into the crowd
Imitation
I hear music everyday that’s just as plain as the last one
A bunch of musicians consumed within their scene
I’m everything I am and everything I am is nothing
Cause maybe by changing that makes me the same
Never be the same
Never play the scene
Never let them take you away

IT'S OVER

Every time I wake up
You are in my head
Every time I wake up
I know who I am
Don’t look too hard into the sun
Cause then you might go blind
Every step that I take
Brings me closer to being hit
Its over
When it’s over
But I can’t let it be undone

AUDITY

Take your face off and now I see
You’re my worst enemy
Social status means shit to me
I am who I decide to be
Audity
In the back corner I can see
An ancient looking at pornography
I venture out to pick it up
And I’m so scared
Audity
And I look into your eyes
And I see what you’re really like
Here’s where I go back to the first verse
If I could only remember all the words
Maybe it was something about her
And the terrible things that she did.

WHY

Why am I still here
In this place of sorrow and pain
Thought I followed all the rules
Went by the book
So why am I still here
I’m trapped by my own fear
The pain is ever present in my soul
I’m a prisoner of my own demise
In this sea of regret
Tell me why
Feel so alone
Tell me why I feel so hollow
And I don’t know why
Like something was taken out of my soul
And I just want to go back to normal

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BAKED IN ALASKA

2016

 

EMPTY PROMISES

The promises of a perfect story
A set of rules to play a game to follow
No strategy can launch you forward
Roll the dice advancing onward
Careful cards you choose
Your friends will defeat you to
Change the board and end up a fool
Win the game but still you lose
It's liable that everyone you see.
Wants the same as you and me
But somewhere along the way
We forget what it's like we forget where we're going
forget who we are and forget how to show it
Over bred
and underpaid
She says to her beer as she's getting laid
Tired and dead
you work so hard
lose it all and you end up worthless
Cherish every empty promise

IT'S ALRIGHT

Just when everything was feeling at ease
there had to be something to break up my peace
Every time I start to open my mind
I find the limitations placed on my time
Hold on brother
Hold my wine
You can't fake this
Because you don't make this
Oh she'll be alright
She'll be alright tonight
Don't worry that much
because we're all going to die
but we can't get depressed
if we lived our life
Oh she'll be alright
She'll be alright tonight
I'm going to take your daughter out  tonight
Get in the rhythm I am ready to go
Then someone comes along and ruins my moment
Not that everything is critically free
It would just be nice to have someone agreeing with me.
Hold on lover
Hold my rights
You can't take this
Because you know we hate this
Oh he'll be alright
he'll be alright tonight
Don't worry that much
because we're all going to die
but we can't get depressed
if it feels so right
Oh he'll be alright
he'll be alright tonight
I'm going to take your son out  tonight
It's a brand new world we're going to win this fight

TATTOOS MADE OF JESUS

Love me and leave me
every time every time
Just like you say you've been taken advantage of
You do it to me, you do it to me
And I've found the reason why              
Your expectations are just too high
because I'm not the perfect guy      
With six pack abs, bleached blonde hair, and a tattoo made of Jesus                             
Call me when you're ready
Call me when you grow the fuck up
Call me when you learn how to read
when you're not a total slut
One small favor that I'm asking of you
Let me know when someone else
Does the same to you.
And call me when you're ready
You Keep me hanging on
waiting for you, waiting for you
Just give me enough to leave me wanting more
then walk away walk away
And I've caught you in a lie
You can't look me in the eyes
because I'm your backup guy
You're holding on, just in case, there's no one who would want you

I TAKE A DRINK

Wish that you had left without a trace
And taken your emotion
It never worked out with nothing in common
And I don’t really love you
But every time I see your face I take a drink.
So I led you on well my mistake
You have such bad taste
It’s not a waste of time because I didn’t know you
Now I stay away
But every time I see your face I take a drink
Not blind enough still see the disaster
And let it happen again
Trying to forget and that makes me happy
Because now I have friends
But every time I see your face I take a drink
It’s such a challenge every day
Try to avoid you because you’re insane
Met someone else
So I’m thinking maybe you should take a drink
And everyone in this whole damn bar should take a drink.

ANXIETY ROAD

Bring all the children to status symbol land
Where they work to the bone to show that they can
In a world that is hollow and swimming with echoes of laughter.
All that they wanted was a piece of your time
But all that they saw was the melting of minds
As your face lay buried deep in a cavernous screen.
Unplugging your life
An addicted soul that you feed
Measuring yourself against pathetic dreams
Your palace a prison it's emptiness bleeds
and we're gone, gone down anxiety road
The boredom of poverty kills impressionable minds
Not in my  backyard we protect yours and mine
and potential burns out like candle flames in the ides of the rains.
Artificial chemicals poison their brains
hearts made of stone with no feelings remain
they become totally numb  and fade right into their shame
Unplugging your life
An addicted soul that you feed
Measuring yourself against pathetic dreams
Your palace a prison it's emptiness bleeds
and we're gone, gone down anxiety road
But it can get be better
Planting a seed that grows
Unlocking something
that nobody knows
Until you feel that calling
Of the pain that's inside
Your mind tears to pieces
everything that you know
know know know know know.

FREE LOVE

Come on let us work it out
Give me something to think about
That sense of belonging may be calling
Show me how it feels to be
Part of us is shared you see             
Together we are stronger than apart
What did you see when your eyes fell on me 
Can you share your love with more than one
Open your mind find yourself and find the time
Love is the only thing in life that's free
The rules you made were all in vain
designed for a twisted game          
When everyone's the same we're always losing.
Set your mind and body free
adopt your own philosophy
Embrace every second out of mainstream
What did you see when your eyes fell on me
Can you share your love with more than one
Open your mind find yourself and find the time         
Love is the only thing in life that's  free

IT'S EASY TO FALL IN LOVE

Horse of a different color
won't you please come over
and sing a song about me
The conversations over
You won't excite me when I'm older
Living in the present is to lazy
Nothing's ever said inside your pretty head
Sex is all you've known. An empty shell of hormones
Walking on two legs won't make you human                 
You and me running away
Easily the things I say
Put you in the mood to fall in love
And when you surely do
It's easy
To fall in love
With someone who is just the same
ignorant and boring as you
Knight in shining armor
Don't come any closer
you're faker than the image you road in on
Edge of tomorrow
I'm shot by cupid’s arrow
But all along I know you're not right for me.
No one's ever home inside your fleeting mind
Expectations of society , waving from you so proudly.
You haven't used a neuron to think freely.                    
You and me running away
Easily the things I say                          
Put you in the mood to fall in love
And when you surely do
It's easy
To fall in love
With someone who is just the same
ignorant and boring as you

SAVE THE WHALES

Grass is growing grass is growing on the hills
Dirt is growing dirt is growing over the hills
Vines come creeping time comes weeping over the hills
The world is broken in so many places beyond the hills
Save the whales
Desperation desperation clouds young mind
Silent visions quiet decisions we left behind
Violent ovations without considerations beyond the hills
Weak reparations fragile conversations walk on egg shells
Save the whales
Before they’re all memories
Of the truths we believed
Through actions did nothing
But dump it in the sea
Put on our headphones
So we don’t hear the sound
Of the ice bear screaming
As it watches its cub drown
While the candidates choke on their ignorance
Blood is frozen blood is frozen on the shores
death is looking over your shoulder don’t let it in
So many faces that lack inspiration over the hills
Creating more races like lab rats in races we run for the hills
Save the whales

NOTHING BUT THE RIGHT ONE

Close my eyes and imagine what could be

If I was god oh surely it would be

I'd make it a city for you to live freely

resolve the mystery of why you don't want me

Nothing  but the right one baby

I know you're free

Nothing  but the right one baby

I want you to see

I want you to be

feel

I might really take you beside me

I thought you've never felt wrong

Especially when you sang my songs

It's hard for me to remember

What it's like to be together

 Nothing  but the right one baby

I know you're free

Nothing  but the right one baby

I want you to see

I want you to be

feel

I might really take you beside me

Nothing  but the right one baby

APOLOGETICALLY AMERICAN

Drunken headless torso
Looking for his meat
Never does the same one twice
But it’s the same thing every week.
Smoke away my brain cells
Don’t need them things anyway
All that matters is basic instinct
When looks mean more than your name
We don’t want to be equal
We don’t want to be free
Don’t form attachments
But we’ll never leave
Apologetically American
Talking heads of politics
Trying to make a buck
Writes to the local fear monger
And butchers up a frenzy fuck
Disillusioned and getting old
My generation likes to drink
All that advice that drove us in debt
Now all we want to do is sleep.
We don’t want to be equal
We don’t want to be free
Don’t form attachments
But we’ll never leave
Apologetically American
Policy comes and policy goes
Profit at every cost
Reducing risk and killing dreams
leaving you with loss
Conformist Man in a black suit
Will throw you under the bus
Try to stand on your own two feet
You’ll find yourself getting pushed
We don’t want to be equal
We don’t want to be free
Don’t form attachments
But we’ll never leave
Apologetically American

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MY MONKEY, MY CIRCUS

2021

 

CANNIBAL'S NECTAR

Let’s open up
Let it rain down on your pride
I want a vision of who you are inside
And the demons from the darkness
Come dance into the night
So we can see who’s really wrong and who is really right
I want it pieces of you
And pieces of her
Peace be to everybody
all around the world
It’s getting awfully late
Things are getting really great
I’ll let you in so you can come and see my place
And on the bedroom walls
On display for all to take
There were pieces of everybody she had ever ate.
I want it pieces of you
And pieces of her
Peace be to everybody
all around the world
She laughed and she smiled
And said It’s okay
Every one of them deserved to be served on her buffet.
And thinking as I did
Trying to escape
I told her that truth be told I was really gay
want it pieces of you
And pieces of her
Peace be to everybody
all around the world
I want pieces of you
The pieces on the wall
Stitched together like Frankenstein
To disappoint ye all
want it pieces of you
And pieces of her
Peace be to everybody
all around the world

HIGHWAY

Don’t you know you’re supposed to laugh
When a memory strikes your heart
Though she cries she’s so surprised
Because she thought the magic was gone.
That’s what we’re meant to find
The fire in the light
All she realized
Was that you make her feel alive
Many times I’ve failed to launch
All I can do is laugh at my pain
There’s no one else I’ve ever met
That makes me feel just like I’ve won
That’s what we’re meant to find
The fire in the light
That makes me realize
That nothing else was right
Don’t you know that time goes by
Whether not you wanted it to
There’s a chance that we could end
Before having a chance to  begin
That look in your eyes
The fire in the light
Tells me what’s inside
A love that could never die

NO JOB NO MONEY

He works all day in the factory
No job no job no money
He raises a pint but nobody sees
No job no job no money
His wife to be thinks he’s lost at sea
No job no job no money 
He can’t get ahead cause he makes it tough
His bills they keep on rising
His daughters of three
He treats them well
But someday they’ll be leaving
He eats off of credit and lives with his granny
The government takes his money.
No Job no job no money
He works all night by the fire and moon
No job no job no money
His noble steed is a dog in need
No job no job no money
Drunk as he was fighting marines
No job no job no money
He sails from town to town
Restless nights of wandering
He walks into the bank
And he asks for all their money
But he knows there’s no pirates left at sea (X3)

LACY

Lacy was a good girl
Blackened walls said she’d do it again
Lacy was an angel
Sad as she walked said she’d give me a reason
Life was never good to her
Set her free but she didn’t deserve it
At least she went head over heels
She finally felt the glass in the windshield
And I can see her smile
And I can feel it in her eyes
The way she laughed the way she left
The time she cried when there was nothing left
Lacy was the party life
Had a man who didn’t treat her right
Lacy was a soul deprived
Never got over her parents lies
Left alone at the alter
Would’ve been wrong if she ever had made it
Single mom eight kids
All that was left would have been her drinking
And I can see her smile
And I can feel it in her eyes
The way she laughed the way she left
The time she cried when there was nothing left

SHATTERED HEART

Loperamide

Insecticide

Destroying my integrity

Fermaldhyde is driving my ability to pressurize

Stick to the wall of my insides

Just like society

And the space between the lines
Typical

Intransigence

Forgo myself

To pay the rent

Understand

It came to this

Building walls to keep it in

Holes to hide yourself inside

But you were all so kind

Now I’m feeling so alive

Knowledge and liberty

What was I supposed to be

Words don’t set you free

You were all the same to me.

That won’t bother me

Supplant my reality.

Mending heart

Bending souls

Explaining things

That I don’t know

Stick to the wall of my insides

Just like society

And the space between the lines

Pick up the pieces of shattered heart

TOO FAR GONE

I can't stop
can't erase me
you can't try
try to tame me
I am not
like nobody
lies were told
but they were funny
Last one there
Flows the river
downward twist
For any takers
Love that grinds
life in shadows
words offend
reaction's shallow
You can not be too far gone
I cannot be too far from
biting thorns that pierce the skin
pleasured worlds collapse within
rising paranormal sea
raging anger billowing
past beneath us in our sleep
choking on the imagery
I can't be strong
All I do is wrong
Make me whole
Take me under
I can't die
When I'm winning
Soulless heart
should I wonder
hells black gates
aint got no money
Patience Grows
Like a flower
countless force
met its maker
Depraved mind
internal suffrage
like the day
you were so shallow
You can not be too far gone
I cannot not be too far from
biting thorns that pierce the skin
pleasured worlds collapse within
rising paranormal sea
raging anger billowing
past beneath us in our sleep
choking on the imagery

SHAMELESS

My only friends are dead
I’m not afraid of you
All those things you said
They were a part of you
And they are broken
Carry me against the wind again
Change the time to go the distance
Help me to make the difference
Believe in me because I am shameless
My only heart is gone
It belongs to you
I want to be like you
Be number one like you
Society not so dependent
Carry me against the wind again
Change the time to go the distance
Help me to make the difference
Believe in me because I am shameless
I’m shameless
And I am restless
Carry me against the wind again
Change the time to go the distance
Help me to make the difference
Believe in me because I am shameless

HATE ME

I know that you hate me that’s for sure
So insecure but you won’t win
I don’t know cause you won’t tell
I know that you hate me
I want you to hate me
So at least I know how you really feel
How you really feel
And when I need a friend
And no one steps
But it’s all I expect from you
No matter how hard I try
I’m never that go
Even my best friends don’t know who I am
that’s for sure
I know that you don’t like me I don’t really care
Just tell me straight up because I can’t tell
I want you to hate me but don’t get to close
Someone starts to rule my life
Making it worse
And when I need a friend
And no one steps
But it’s all I expect from you
Being my best friends
So why just pretend that you just pretend
When we all know
That it’s really true
So hate me

STARE

So many friendly smiles
I see past the stares
She sees through my eyes
As she reads my mind
She sees what I see
That’s what scares me
I can’t be myself
Or things will turn to hell
She sees what I see
Eyes straight through me
This is what I see
Am I not breaking free
But she likes the idea of being happy
She likes the abuse
I like her so much
Reminds me of a dream
All except the one who won’t return
She sees what I see
I won’t do a thing
Burning her eyes from my mind
She sees what I see
Eyes straight through me
I’m not religious free
But she likes the idea of being happy
She sees what is see
It's in the air we breath
She stares a hole in me
She knows what I want
And Yet she is afraid
Because she seeks the same
And does she understand I don’t want it
I don’t want it.
Or anything at all

THE RAGE INCIDENT

Here come the clowns
Ignorance comes around
Full circle goes round and round
While he yells inside
Silent words fill in his eyes
As he retreats somewhere deeper inside himself. 
Rage
What used to seem fun
Now lies dead and done
Has a proclivity for counting ceiling tiles.
Not exactly bored
Just broken down to the core
Has everything but is dying to keep it
Rage
Prayer to the sun
Consume the planet and burn up everyone
Emotional guns
Time moves backward the more we try to run
Inside asleep
Can’t wake up from this paralyzing dream
People are sheep
Reckless abandon they sacrifice like meat
Tries to talk to his boss
Who’s disappointed in us
What’s not perfect we always accept the blame.
The family atmosphere
It just seems perfectly clear
Getting strangled by a pit of poison snakes.
Rage

INCITE

I am a flat line
My candle’s lit at both ends
I’ve got my good times
I had my fair share of friends
I’ve had more lovers then you could dare comprehend
We’re in a situation
Inside my Mercedes Benz
I got no moonshine
Because it doesn’t exist
I’m on my high horse
But they won’t let me in.
Please no more noir
Photo filter fantasy
Get down give up
Show me what you came to see
This rock is built
On loneliness and dreams
Reach out get burnt
Bite the hands of those that feed
Incite
My inspiration
No longer seems to exist
I have no reason
To think that we could be friends
Fifty shades of color and that just wasn’t a hit
I am a magnet
Attracting all kinds of sin
I’m on the front lines
Of never listening in
They tell their secrets so they can never forget
Please no more noir
Photo filter fantasy
Get down give up
Show me what you came to see
This rock is built
On loneliness and dreams
Reach out get burnt
Bite the hands of those that feed
Incite

WEIGHT OF THE WORLD

Asked him if he wanted to walk with me down main street
Watch the people having fun going on about their drinks
No no no said I made him nervous
No no no not like this in the open
Somebody might see me and wouldn’t you believe me
It’s my first time walk among the living
He’d been away for quite some time where I can’t be certain
Liked everything a certain way a life as plain and butter
I said no no no you must be joking
No no no how could you be so self-loathing
Everybody wants to be me but they don’t know what’s happening
If everybody runs your life then how can you be happy
Look for yourself
See into your eyes
What is for real
Or what was beaten in your mind
Where are you now
Don’t look away
You’ve never been this close
Don’t throw it all away
I’m sure it wasn’t easy in many ways he won’t explain
It hurts to know that he has to walk around alone with that much pain
No no no don’t want to talk about it
No no no might get hurt again
Intentions are deceiving this moment might be fleeting
Nobody has ever done for me and I probably don’t deserve it.
Got to change around the feeling of this song
You can’t be sad all the time that was just wrong
I say yes yes yes don’t have to be like this
Yes yes yes why don’t you just enjoy it
Everybody has a history there’s no sense in repeating
Don’t let the weight of the world keep you from living

CRAZY LONELY

I know it’s been hours
I know I see you every day
But every time you leave me
You tear my heart away
Suffering in silence
Wait for your return
The hours go by slowly
Like watching candles burn
Let me tell you it’s ever so lonely
I miss you honey
It’s not about your money
Or the jokes you think are funny
Believe me it’s true
I’m crazy about you
There’s nothing I can do
Except wait around for you
I'm crazy lonely
I know it’s not always easy
You can’t help but go to work
Have a drink or two with your friends
Just make sure you come back home
I know your roll eyes at me
When I take you by surprise
I just hope by now you’d realize
You’re always on my mind
Let me tell you it’s ever so lonely
I miss you honey
It’s not about your money
Or the jokes you think are funny
Believe me it’s true
I’m crazy about you
There’s nothing I can do
Except wait around for you
I'm crazy lonely

THE AIR BETWEEN US TONIGHT

When the moon
Hits her eyes
You can see how she cries
As she knows that her fairytale is ending
There’s regret in her voice

But you left her with no choice

Now you know you can’t give her what she’s asking

Give a little more,  get a little less

If there’s any part of me that’s left

Can’t let go of this sorrow that’s inside  
It’s got a hold on me
a hold on me
like the air between us tonight
Things have changed
as I’ve grown old
Getting wiser, feeling cold
Life goes on we become distant memories

At the end of the day

Feeling tired filled with rage

Nothing changes the battles keep appearing

Give a little more,  get a little less

If there’s any part of me that’s left

Can’t let go of this sorrow that’s inside  
It’s got a hold on me
a hold on me
like the air between us tonight

WORLD KEEPS TURNING

I don't care anymore

Let it out

I jump the world keeps turning

You jump the world keeps turning

You've got a lousy reputation with friends

Someday your endless love record will end

I can't forget you yet

This house you built
Those cards of pain

Cant help you heal

You're not an ace

and you can't save the human race

I jump the world keeps turning

You jump the world keeps turning

You've got an attitude that doesn't pretend

That you're not hurt by the world's that we said

I can't forget you yet

This house you built
Those cards of pain

Cant help you heal

You're not an ace

and you can't save the human race

I jump the world keeps turning

You jump the world keeps turning

LET'S GO OUT TONIGHT

Living in a moment

Life just passing me by

It's all the secrets

That I just can't hide

just can't hide

I want to shout it

from the rooftops

But I know

that no one cares

That we're all trapped

inside this madness

Our self made prison cell

Internet a life of passion

being anyone for someone who isn't there

There's a world that's been forgotten

and the talent is dying there

Our love has been since past

for what it's worth I made it last

that's why it's so irresponsible

to remind us that we're miserable

The outernet is the real world

let's go out tonight

Woah remember when we used to be outside,
when we actually used to be alive,
when we walked around without much care,
anonymous and living fair.

The outernet is the real world

Let's go out tonight

MIND IS A RADIO

Fighting inside between my two heads  
A taste for a dream or something serious
What do I really want?    
What do I really see?
Did I follow my heart?
Did I follow my dreams?
Do I even care?
Do I even think?
Why do we dance with personalities?
Outside, inside, we bleed like a radio  
Station to station that’s the way my mind goes
So get off the screen and learn how to deal with it
Dance with me and all my components
Every decision is like flipping a coin
A glimpse of life or something glamorous
What do I really want?
What do I really see?
Did I follow my heart?
Did I follow my dreams?
Do I even care?
Do I even think?
Why do we dance with personalities?
Outside, inside, we bleed like a radio
Station to station that’s the way my mind goes
So get off the screen and learn how to deal with it
Dance with me and all my components

MARY

You never know how much I care
You see something that isn't there
something about this air
makes you see the words have changed
can't see what it really means
turn the page and you will see
ignored by the faces of those I left behind
darkness in the clouds below
oh how the sun does glow
and maybe it could never be the same
memories of the world I know shaken from
the tree that's grown and why can man never learn to sew.
Mary
Was it because of Mary
Mary right you are
Oh I believe I'm happy
Well coming from the different roads
I don't know what you've been told
but Mary I owe you a call
Think you have the right to know
Well my story can never be told
You would not understand
What I've seen and which I never had
Wouldn't trade my memories for the world
Because I can't let this feeling go
Maybe I'm the one who's gone insane
Dance around for hours more
and where is the dance floor
want to be swept off my feet
Woah can you run into my arms and give this love a chance
and we can make it work despite all the crazies in the universe.
Mary
Was it because of Mary
Mary right you are
Oh I believe I'm happy
Well coming from the different roads
I don't know what you've been told
but Mary I owe you a drink

FORTUNE TELLER'S DREAM

I'm starving
I'm lonely
I'm at the point of resistance
I'm flying
Fortune teller reads today 
I don't believe his magic ways
Just give him enough to find
The revelations that you hide but gave away
There's always something in the way
You're not the same as yesterday
Is that a bad thing?
Every night together seems
We drift away in fantasy
If only your mind became one with me
I'm starving
I'm lonely
I'm at the point of resistance
I'm flying